Curiouser and Curiouser

(Source: saruhhisdank)

These fucking dreams are why I don’t sleep. Living out another of my fears in a way only my creative subconscious could come up with. Every. Night.

today has been hard. at the same time today has been beautiful. i didnt realize how many friends i had.

i can’t help but want to call him. thats probably the alcohol and the green. but i probably will anyway tomorrow, but i’m going to let myself pass out for the night.

why cant i control myself?

AND I’M REALLY FUCKING TIRED OF CRYING ALL THE GODDAMN TIME.

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING ELSE AND THEIR FUCKING MOM.

There must be something wrong with me, cause it couldn’t possibly be everyone else who’s the problem.

i’m tired of not doing anything right when it comes to you. so i guess i’ll just do nothing at all. take all my friends, take everything. i don’t need it.

who needs to go back to florida anyway? definitely not me.